I went digging through youtube today to try to find the most nostalgic thing I could find. What I found was this.

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It was a full playlist of old Toonami promos. Long forgotten. I still remembered most of them.
Some of these had such a strong effect on me. I almost cried a few times remembering some of these. I can't help but miss my childhood. So much has happened over the years and yet I still hold on to these memories. It make me sad to realize my life as a teen/child will finally be over once August 21st rolls around. I will be 18. I know that its still in my teens, but I will be considered an adult that day.

I don't regret anything that has happened in my life, I just miss some of the better moments, especially being a carefree child. I've got my whole life ahead of me, and some day I may look back to today and miss those days.

Here's my little life lesson for you. Live today as if its your last. This doesn't always have to be about death. Come August 21st it will be the last day I will ever be 17. Live life and enjoy it.

I sit and think about the past too much, solely because I miss having a real family. A dad and a mom who lived together under the same roof, and my sister. That is all I need. Hopefully I will have a family once again. And hopefully that won't be until some time! O_o

Until then, I will be enjoying my last summer vacation. ;_;